its 4 am now. i think i'm delusional. my mind is playing tricks on me man. dont know how this came about. ive basically cocooned myself in this room of mine the past couple of days. sleeping till noon and staying awake till the sun rises and repeating the process. but its getting to me i think. them walls seems so be closing in on me. my leg fell asleep. means im stuck in this chair. great. mind wandering. sanity seems to be wandering off with mind. leg starting to feel numb. mind and sanity decided that a stroll down new york central park would do them some good. guess i wont be seeing them for a while. should i really post this?

