Its 5:29 am, 1 January 2007. So this is it. i finally decided to make a blog. I've been talking about it for so long and now here it is. Wow. what an achievement. im now staring at the monitor and i dunno what to say. amazing what we can do on a whim. lets get this thing rolling then shall we. i wanna begin by summarizing up 2006.

i guess i could call it a contradicting year. a lot of "thats nice" followed by "what the hell just happened?". then there are those "what the hell just happened?" moments followed by those "thats nice" moments.

i got a part time job in 2006. i didnt want it, mostly because it involves teaching kids after school, mostly at night and on saturdays. i didnt like that. then i got used to it. i started to look forward to seeing their progress. ironic. i hope that khairul kid does well on his PMR

i had an accident. again. with my mom's car(ouch). i mowed down an innocent little tree which happened to be in my way while i was drunk, high, wiping my windshield because the condensation was ruining my view, driving too fast in the rain at night, trying to look for nick's house and thinking whether it was a good idea to be driving in the first place. i spent the next 2 months hiding in my room avoiding the grim reaper that is my mother from giving me another speech on how legless she felt because she couldnt drive to work. at least during those times i found out who my true friends really. friends that actually lent a helping hand when i needed it.

it was supposed to be my final year in diploma. the joy i felt when i finally get the chance to leave the hell hole that is INTI COLLEGE. i've been given my parol papers and i can join society again. then fate decided to do the twist and revoke my parol by failing me in a business paper(im studying computer sciences btw). which means i have to repeat a semester. fate would later decide to do backflips where i was informed i could only repeat the class in the second semester of 2007. fate then decided to end its performance with a reverse one and a half somersaults with three and a half twists, in the Free position dive, when i realised that the wait for the semester and the semester itself had set me back an entire YEAR. amazing.

im gonna wrap this up with my relationships. yes, a sneak peek into my personal life. it started off good in the beginning of the year. i had just come back from a trip to Taiwan, which i admit was really fun. truly an unforgetable experience with an amazing person. i've been with her for over a year then. stayed with her for 3 weeks at her place in taiwan. the year progressed and all was well. then came a point after the middle of the year when things turned awry. rather than bore you with details, i'll just say that things went in a declining spiral. then came october when the term "break up" was used, but not implemented. yet. around that time, somebody else i know was having a bitter time with their relationship, albeit alot worse. long story short, we got together despite our poor batting average in relationships. happy endings all round right? wrong. she has to leave for another country to study some subject she doesnt like, on some deal which can only be compared to one made by satan and with no way out of it. and she leaves today at 9 in the morning. hooray.

so there you have it. highlights of 2006. sure sure, i met some nice people, some not so nice people and got my tooth pulled out. crumbs compared to what i just wrote down. either that or im just too lazy to write down more. or explain more. im sleepy. i'll just say that i might not have the best reasons for starting this blog. i just wanna find an outlet for all my complaining. i feel crummy. and down. and disappointed. someone very important to me is leaving today and i wont be seeing her for possibly a month. then she returns for a couple of days, then leaves again for new zealand for 4 years. i want the world to burn. but hey thats just me feeling what i feel at this point in time.

so i guess i'll leave you all with my words for the new year. i hope it goes better than it did last year. even slightly would be nice. that way should i remember to update this blog come 1 january 2008, i would have better things to say. thats always nice right? so thats that. my first entry on my new blog. maybe theres more to come, maybe i get bored and forget about this, maybe the world finds something better to look at like a shiny new type of digital watch and forgets there ever was an internet. we'll see.

oh and by the way, Happy New Year