how angry can u get at a person? is there a limit? can we set how angry we should get at someone based on what they do? more importantly, is it even worth it to get that mad in the first place? ive come to realize now that despite all that pent up emotion, it doesnt achieve anything. it cant change what has happened. so naturally what follows next is depression. depression because there isnt anything that can be done. depression because it happened and you couldnt stop it. just plain depression. these two emotions i find are very hard to get out of. its a sinking feeling. the more you dwell on it the deeper you get. how deep is too deep? wheres the point of no return? all you get now are questions. the hardest questions with the simplest answers. i wish i didnt have to go through this. i wish i knew how deep im in now

My dog died this morning. i wish i knew what to say in times like these. Hope your at a better place now. Wherever you are, you'll always be my good ol' Rusty boy. Goodbye boy. And thank you