What an exciting day. What a historic day. Who would have thought it would happen? Congrats to Obama, the next president of the United States. I know time will tell and all that but I really believe that he will bring this change that he keeps preaching about. Finally a really cool prez in the white house.

So today was me mum's birthday and we went out for dinner. Got her some flowers earlier and a card. Hope she liked them. Right after the dinner we went to Parkson's to check on some clothing. I think no matter how old a woman gets, they will never lose their interest in window shopping. Now i did some looking of myself as well while i was there. And there was something i just didnt get. Call me a caveman, old fashioned, out of touch(put in anymore if you can think of it here), but there was something i noticed while i was there that made no sense to me. On this plasticky model thing was this handbag while was really a pencil case with a bit of string on it, and that costed $430+. Next to the plastic woman was another plastic woman with a slightly bigger bag, that costed $350+. Now right then and there i summarized that the bigger the bag the less it would cost. Call it comedic, till i got it proven; there was a third plastic woman with an even bigger bag that costed $150+. I should walk around the shop and look for the biggest one they had. That should be $1.50. How is it that a pencil case would cost 400 over bucks while a proper bag that could carry your children is practically being given away? strange stuff ... Oh on a completely different note, watch Across The Universe. Its a movie featuring Beatles songs. You'll love it. i guarantee you'll be watching it again and again. even if your not a Beatles fan it will convert you to Beatlism. As you can tell by this post i don't actually have anything concrete here. its just something to pass the time. but oh well, at least the blog's getting a new post now. fingers crossed for more

that i dont blog much. look through my posts and you can see just how much i do. its not like i dont have anything to say. so much has happened since. its just that every time i want to load up this blog the procrastination bug bites me in the ass.

looks like tonight has been the exception. i put my foot down on the bug and now im squishing away a post. firstly, im in swinburne uni now. yaaay. but hold on. im in a multimedia course. yaaaaaaay. SOFTWARE development. um. yay? yes friends, im developing software for multimedia. how fun is that? out there somewhere an up and coming artist is makin his way through the world, and im the brush maker that will make it happen for him/her. im thinkin bout changing it next sem tho. let someone else make that damn brush. i wanna scribble.

secondly, and i think more importantly to me at least, we're getting another car. yaaaaaaay. its some myvi thing. not the Aston i was hoping for, but hey, we all make sacrifices, right? and speaking of sacrifices, im getting the OLD car. oh yes, the 15 - 18 year old bolts mobile is now mine. just got the windows fixed. now for everything else. boot lid rust, door rust, hand brake that points northwards, if i made a list the ink in my pen would dry out. but its still mine. all mine. except on the registration. and insurance policy. oh well.

thirdly, i have finally started on an mmorpg that i have always wanted to try. its called City Of Heroes. and its great. i get to be a superhero and everything. and after all these years of waiting for it,  i find that the game is dying off. 5 years of waiting and i came in on its deathbed. not as many people on as before the others online all say. this new one coming up will kill it others add in. breaks my little heart to hear such sad news. i'l still make the best of it tho. i've made a few heroes here and there and they rock. and i will continue rockin them all the way to the ends of the game. or at least till Champions online comes along and outdoes CoH. if that happens then my heroes will be migrating from Paragon City to Champion City. hey, its still saving the world right? who said it needs to be in a specific place.

wow when i make an entry i make em big eh. i think i better top it off here before i swell it even further. not much else to say for now anyways. i'll try post more next time. hopefully the bug remains squished and i keep posting. who knows. this blogging thing might be a new hobby for me. after i save the world that is

how angry can u get at a person? is there a limit? can we set how angry we should get at someone based on what they do? more importantly, is it even worth it to get that mad in the first place? ive come to realize now that despite all that pent up emotion, it doesnt achieve anything. it cant change what has happened. so naturally what follows next is depression. depression because there isnt anything that can be done. depression because it happened and you couldnt stop it. just plain depression. these two emotions i find are very hard to get out of. its a sinking feeling. the more you dwell on it the deeper you get. how deep is too deep? wheres the point of no return? all you get now are questions. the hardest questions with the simplest answers. i wish i didnt have to go through this. i wish i knew how deep im in now

My dog died this morning. i wish i knew what to say in times like these. Hope your at a better place now. Wherever you are, you'll always be my good ol' Rusty boy. Goodbye boy. And thank you